One role is oneself and another role is GODS' . You and GOD cannot exist together. When you want GOD within you to be there, you have to drive yourself away, forget yourself and only then will GOD arrive. Just remember any miracle achievement of yours in the past. It has been performed by GOD in you but with your help. Your part is to disappear, then GOD takes over you completely and miracle happens. Learn to forget about yourself and look for better ways to affect lives positively. Your miracle will surely happen!